be okay.
“i just want to be okay, be okay, be okay. i just want to be okay today.”
i’m blogging this from the second floor of the avery building, where i just finished an exam i didn’t know i had scheduled… i’m hoping that sitting here writing and sipping cold water will offer me some comfort, and ease my mind/rumbling stomach. the past few days have been pretty easy sailing, considering i spent most of them in bed (yeah, my back is still giving me hell). i did have tivo, a boyfriend, and a cat to go through it with though, so it was probably more vacation than anything else. it was NOT pleasant coming home and enduring more criticism from my mother, but hey, what did i expect right? maybe some things just never change. it has occurred to me that i might need a new laptop though, because this one is crap. anyway, i thought i had a chance at relief through writing, but my stomach is still doing disgusting things, so i’m going to go… deal with it. hopefully. blech.
