my semi-charmed life.

for the love of writing.
Fri May 29

mad as rabbits.

“… with bushels of bad habits, who could ask for any more? yeah, who could ask for more?”

i hate that i can’t sit and finish one of these in one sitting. i always have to write, walk away, and then come back. i was a little hungover at work again today, but i survived. i kind of feel like someone scrubbed my face with sandpaper while i was sleeping though… i’m really starting to like this tumblr thing, the more i use it. i’m being followed by a technosexual, and i think i like it. but per usual… brb. i mean really, it’s not even 2 PM yet, so… when the day is done, i’ll say more about it. cha. plus i think last night was a little bit amazing, so yes, brace yourself.

round two: 9:46 PM (CST), 5/30/09

i think it’s possible that i’ve waited too long to come back to this, and i’ve forgotten some of what i was supposed to write. not much has happened since i left work yesterday; i came home and crawled into bed for a while, because i still felt like crap, and then when i got back out of bed, i went out for some exercise. i’ve been trying to do this regular exercise thing over the summer in the hopes that i can drop these twenty pounds, and it might just work out… i think my body is becoming accustomed to sidewalks instead of couches. i found some old mixtapes i made for michael while he was still around, and so i’m going through all the stacks of them while i work out… extra thoughts + extra time = exercise. i exercised for another three hours today, plus i put some effort into looking cute, just in case, and it paid off, i looked good today. please, please sun, give me some color… although i had to exercise today, because i indulged in the gelato and cute italian boy waiters at mandola’s… so i had to work at least some of that off. but yeah, i think mostly everything is good. celestina is at the paramore/no doubt show, and i’m completely jealous. going to troy’s apartment with ara was awesome; i love them both. they are everything i don’t show to other people, and maybe that’s why we get along so well… although sometimes it’s hard to face that about them. but i love them nonetheless. i have felt nervous the past two days, and for very specific reasons, but i know it just needs to run it’s course.

hurrah: incubus tickets.
hurrah: school starts on monday.
not hurrah: i still need to figure out how to do this online class thing, and get a book… tomorrow. the book can wait though.

and i swear i’m so exhausted today, but all this exercise makes for amazing showers and the best sleep.