April 2010
4 posts
Birthmarks are supposedly wounds from how you died...
lovemedead22:
Huh, never heard that before.
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a certain shade of green.
“i think i grew a gray watching you procrastinate. what are you waiting for, a certain shade of green?”
well it finally happened. anthony and i finally committed to an exercise regime to get in shape, and tonight was the first night we actually tried the couch to 5k program (http://www.c25k.com/). it involved some aches and pains, not to mention some irritation due to the fact that i...
lost.
“just because i’m losing, doesn’t mean i’m lost. doesn’t mean i’ll stop. doesn’t mean i will cross. just because i’m hurting, doesn’t mean i’m hurt. doesn’t mean i didn’t get what i deserved; no better and no worse. i just got lost. every river that i tried to cross, every door i ever tried was locked. oh, and i’m just...
March 2010
1 post
a different kind of post.
i usually blog about being bored with school or work or other day to day things (i am in the middle of writing up my sxsw blogs) but i wanted to take a minute to talk about something else: my dog. i have had my dog riley since he was a baby, since we picked him up from the breeder so many years ago. we thought we had dealt with a reputable breeder, but we’ve since found out that other...
February 2010
2 posts
forget.
And at the end of the day, when everyone’s gone and the lights go dim, I’ll still be here. I will always be here, until the day you force me to leave. Then I’ll go. And eventually, everyone will forget about me. But this place won’t.
lovemedead22:
(via.)
January 2010
6 posts
lovemedead22:
But if we kiss, it will end the world. And I’ve ended the world before. No one survived. Least of all me…
Haiti: More Earthquakes... January 17th, 2010
lovemedead22:
Just when it seems like nothing could get worse in Haiti, on the evening of January 17th, 2010 at 17:51 UTC and 18:19 UTC - Haiti was struck by two more earthquakes: a 4.7 magnitude quake, and a 4.6 magnitude quake.
This further exacerbates their existing problems. News coming out of Haiti in the past few hours reveals many of the buildings that were barely left standing after the...
the chain.
“so glide away on soapy heels and promise not to promise anymore. and if you come around again, then i will take, then i will take the chain from off the door.”
this is actually a week old. but…
the holidays are over! there’s a certain amount of cheer that comes with those winter holidays, but a different kind of happiness that results from being able to sleep in and stop...
“What’s worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that...”
– (via runawaytrain) (via lovemedead22)
December 2009
4 posts
“And if the breeze blows me down, I’ll take my time to come around, but I’m not...”
– Greg Laswell (via lovemedead22)
1 tag
testing the strong ones.
“it’s testing the strong ones (testing the strong ones). it’s scarring the beautiful ones (scarring the beautiful ones). it’s holding the loved ones, one last time.”
there’s something else that’s been on my mind that i forgot to insert into the last blog… which is good, since it was sort of long. i’ve been thinking about second chances. i...
haunt you every day.
“ohhh, so alone in love, so alone in love. i’m going to haunt you every day, haunt you every day.”
i just finished watching that rerun of grey’s anatomy… it’s been so long since i posted that i actually had to read my own blog to see what part of my world i had stored on the internet last. everything i said was true though; the last month of my life has been...
November 2009
3 posts
boys boys boys.
“hey there sugar baby, saw you twice at the pop show. you taste just like glitter mixed with rock and roll; i like you a lot lot, think you’re really hot hot. i know you think you’re special when we dance real crazy. glam-aphonic, electronic, disco baby; i like you a lot lot, all we want is hot hot.”
i figured i would try to squeeze in a blog between classes, because all...
be okay.
“i just want to be okay, be okay, be okay. i just want to be okay today.”
i’m blogging this from the second floor of the avery building, where i just finished an exam i didn’t know i had scheduled… i’m hoping that sitting here writing and sipping cold water will offer me some comfort, and ease my mind/rumbling stomach. the past few days have been pretty easy...
cheek to cheek.
“our time was worthless, and i tried; we started over and over again as we let go. we held each other, held hands, held standards and grudges; that’s when I let you know. i guess that goes to show just what i’ve been going through; more nights of hugging my pillow, oh, replaying memories (please) . “
i’m terrible at committing to things like this. three blogs that i...
October 2009
2 posts
stupid, stupid tumblr.
this is still here because you are cruel.
p.s. the soundtrack for this blog is circles - incubus.
“i saw you standing in my headlights (blink blink blink). i thought i’d run you down for the weight you left on me. instead i pushed rewind, reversed and drove away; seeing you disappear in my rear view brought to mind the word ‘reciprocity.’”
rough landing, holly.
“and like a heart attack, i know i can’t turn back; and time just passed, nights moved slow…”
since it’s been about forty years since this blog has gone untouched, i should start over with a list of updates.
last season on my tumblr…
* alotta shit with the ex-boy (who i only refer to as ex- because he so labeled me first). i’ll skip over all of the...
June 2009
1 post
the district sleeps alone tonight.
“and i am finally seeing why i was the one worth leaving.” i don’t like bugs. i like my painted fingernails. this clASS/ASSignment is a pain in the… ASS. i think i had an epiphany this past week or so. i’m not altogether convinced it’s a great thing, but i can’t talk about it right now. i still have four stages of my agenda on teenage pregnancy to...
May 2009
3 posts
mad as rabbits.
“… with bushels of bad habits, who could ask for any more? yeah, who could ask for more?”
i hate that i can’t sit and finish one of these in one sitting. i always have to write, walk away, and then come back. i was a little hungover at work again today, but i survived. i kind of feel like someone scrubbed my face with sandpaper while i was sleeping though… i’m...
front row.
did i see you winking? or is that me thinking? should i show affection to the guy in the front row? did i see you smile? ‘cause you’ve been here for a while… should i make a connection with the guy in the front row? but you don’t know where i’m from, where i belong; all you know is my name. and you only know what you see, and that really isn’t me, but i’m...
the first cut is the deepest.
today is the first day of the rest of my blog. of course i’m drunk.
i just dropped over $400 on one summer school class (book not included), but not before i finished an entire bottle of wine (i skipped margaritas at dinner; a LOT of things are going to be hurting in the morning when i have to go to work). i’m surprised i’m not sick; that hamburger almost killed me today. i...